it's been another ages since i came to this refuge.
thought it was no longer needed..
but back here i am, pacing inside it restlessly.
everything now seemed so delusional..
staying in a relationship, being together..
what is it that i really want?
having now broken her to search for this answer, i no longer have the right to love..
sinned forever for ending it just this..
ruining the happiness that stood before us with my own hands.
what have i done?..
subjecting her to this misery for the flaw in my heart and for the mistake i have made..
cutting her too as i bleed.
and now as she does, i can do nothing to help heal that wound..
crying so desperately, hoping someone would comfort her, heal her..
... ...
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1 year 4 months and 12 days.
i gotta be strong. stand up, and recover.. so that as she see i do, she feel better..
make this break away worthwhile so that it wont be for nothing. and blood would not have flowed for no reason..
i love you too my dear..
yingbin
ice][72
13th july 1987
adores________
hates_________
People: liars
music's playing_____
Artist: Enya
Song: Waterfall Piano
wishing upon a star___
that i could feel this way no more
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