my knee still havent heal yet. it comes with lots and lots of problem. dont really wish to talk bout it.

somehow, i wondered, should i hate the guy who cause me this injury? it's like does it help? does it makes me feel better? i dont know.. really dont know.

for me, i still want to believe it's an accident and not an deliberate act. it's like, there will be so much other emotions, unwanted ones, tied to it. hatred and all..

hating someone is really dreadful and hard.. i wish not to do it. well, what more can i say?

i realised how good it is to have laopo by me. each time i feel down or something, he'll always be there for me.. it's so warm, just like jesmine. gentle and soothing warmth.. so nice.

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