everything and anything seems to reminds me of her.
from pocky to lighter then to ice cream.
when you lose someone you love, you never really get over it, you will only get used to it..
the feeling now is weird.. how do i describe it?
it somewhat feels like the initial stage of a break up..
-detached-
the truth denied and blocked, and the feeling is almost okay but as though it got weighted down by something..
it's been long since i breath a word of what i felt to anyone.
dont know if i need someone to talk to now, but it seems almost like i'm suffocating already..