Â»Âº//lost in this world of reality

Saturday, August 07, 2004

was damn blind today. met mei wah at cine k box coz joey requested for it, more or less so lah. waited for her damn long, but it was okay. everything was okay too even after i met her, and her friends. only until at cine entrance, when we were exiting, joey pointed out to me juli's existance. the moment before that, i was thinking of calling her to thrash everything out. didnt expect what would happen next.. i strolled past and gave her hair a push down absent mindedly as i always would, but the moment i turned to see her face, the annoyance, the irritated feeling came up.

her face is the very trigger to most of my violent emotions.

irritating her now, irritated me. stupid, but yup, true. my motive was to irritate her and make her boil with anger again though.. it worked i guess. could feel it. whatever the case, dont think i would make up with her, not anytime soon..

lost at|9:17 PM|

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