Â»Âº//lost in this world of reality

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

seriously feeling like beating up myself.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

.. saw her online..

and was chatting halfway, i suddenly said this on feeling..

->the last time i saw you online, i had something i wanted to tell you. but you went off so fast<-

then i was cursing myself for blurring it out and wished i didnt..

was like knocking my head on the wall an all

then she spurred me to go on.. and..

->and it struck me as though you told me it the first time.

been blocking it since then. leaving me darken and all.. and now, i cant help but wonder and ask if it's still valid, if you really meant what you said then..<-

and in the end, she didnt know what i was talknig bout. and i'm like oh my god!!

at that point, i wished she had..

and was like going bonkers once again..

iahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......

dont know lah..

lost at|5:51 PM|

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