Â»Âº//lost in this world of reality

Thursday, August 19, 2004

it's a wonder how thoughts would link and would connect to her so easily..

mind idling and wandering, i would let my thoughts drift so absently on the extended ride home.

initially, it was training that filled this case of mine..

and so easily would i find myself visualizing her canoeing, having fun in her kayaking star courses. in my mind, i would see, like how she vividly described, how she would went through the capsize drills.

her cartoon-ness and her laughters when she was unable to cap herself together with her being capped by her instructor and how she would pout after that..

she seems so very cute,.. so worries-less.

and i'd just find myself smiling to myself all the way throughout the ride..

thinking back, it has been long since i last touched alcohol..

maybe it's a good thing.. but seems to miss it a bit..

lost at|10:08 PM|

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