didnt know what both joey and i've been thinking is wrong all along..
going cine was a deliberate move made by me, dragging joey and a sickly meishan along.
on reaching the 8th level outside k pool, my breathing quicken and short while i struggled to control it.
then i stepped to the entrance, poking my head in to look for her.
my eyes caught her as she seems to dazzle.
heels, small skirt and a black top which i thought what was a halter neck, as usual, she looks damn gorgoeous in her outside clothes just as she looks damn cute in her school u.
when she saw us, she waved. at that moment, though i wanted very much to look at her from a corner, but something didnt feel right.
after a few second of lecture from joey, i went in, stood next to the table she was at. looking and searching, my poor eyes didnt seems to allow me to find her. so i stone for a milisecond while her friends teasingly shouted for her to come back. they were all grinning at me and all.
i knew what they have in their minds, up their sleeves, but i ignored it.
when i finally went to stood beside her, the cat got my tongue once again. she said a few sentence and strolled to the entrance where joey was and started poking her. standing besides this does make me feel weird. furthermore, i wished i was female. so i will be the one she will be playing with and so i will be the one she would accept..
the wish didnt came through though. found myself back on earth as she walked away and towards the opened air balcony. meishan was there too. so i sillyly walked behind joey and to the balcony.
i grasped when i saw her firned handed her a stick, or did she took it out of her pocket? either way, seeing it on her small little cute hands really shocks me.
she'd tell me ever so smoothly the day before that she'd have stopped fagging for quite sometime.
i coughed. a deliberate one and stride over to ask stop her through words.
she told me she'd fag only on saturdays but little did she realise yesterday is friday.
and stupid me, fought the very desire to snap at her and grab the stick away from her and into the dustbin. giving up, i walked away coz i knew she wont like someone controlling her life and definitely not someone snatching something from her. then there meishan goes again, she told out her stick too and started fagging. by then i'm like really screwed. after that and all, left the balcony for cheers. bought an e33 and drink it like how i drink water..
that moment, i realise something.. i realised what i have wishfully thinking is not correct nor true at all..
