Â»Âº//lost in this world of reality

Monday, June 14, 2004

i didnt know i'm made of glass..
or at least to her..
saw her at heeren, made two efforts to appear in front of her.
the first sight, though unclear, but seems to clog my airway..

one was outside the 37D shop.
she was in it.
i stood outside of it at the balcony..
she walked out of the shop without seeing me, or so i thought..

watched as she walked away.. my heart crumbles.
stoned for a large moment. after which joey led me up to the fourth floor..

second was outside the shop to near the entrance of annex at 4th floor.
she was in it too.
initially i stood by the window of the shop, looked at her through a mirror..
adoring her as though it's my last..
then i went to the opposite of the shop's entrance..
waited for a while..
she came out and left without giving me a glance..

didnt know it would all become like this..
didnt know she would come to not even acknowledge of my prescence..
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lost at|9:45 PM|

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