Â»Âº//lost in this world of reality

Friday, June 04, 2004

everytime put me airplanes like this..
and i 'd accept it without any word..
but deep down, each time, the disappointment piles. accumulating and adding..
i became afraid of asking you all out, just to protect myself..
i no longer can take all these stab to my heart no more..
bleeding, just bleeding so profusely..

i'm tired..
so beat, so drained..
so sick of all these, so tired of doing what i'm doing, so tired of being me..
so tired of feeling what i feel..
so drained just so drained that i could no longer move..

lost at|10:41 PM|

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